Week 16, the Weight Watchers Trifecta!
Years ago, I stepped into a Weight Watchers office for the very first time. I had around 100# to lose. I felt like the year they told me it would take was just too far away. My leader (at the time) had lost her own 100# and you would think she was a great example and inspiration to me. I was faithful to my meetings. I went every week. I worked my plan. Tracy even unofficially joined with me and was working the plan too. We were doing great! I reached my 10% and I think I might have even lost my 25# mark…..or maybe it was the 16 week mark. I don’t remember it was so long ago. But what I DO remember is that whether it was 16 week or 25#, I did NOT receive my charm for that mile stone. I was upset. Why didn’t I get my charm? Was I not good enough? At the time, I was not strong enough in who I was to ask for the charm I had earned. I walked away with my tail between my legs. Shortly after that, I decided that I was strong enough to do this on my own!……
See how well THAT worked for me???? *laugh*
There are a couple of things that stand out for me when I look back at that scenario. 1) I was hurt. Took something so personally that I am certain was just an oversight. My self-esteem was so low I couldn’t stand up for myself! 2) Obviously, I couldn’t do it by myself. 3) Running away is NEVER the right answer!
So here we are…10 years later..round 4 with Weight Watchers. I am a completely different person NOW than I was 10 years ago, yet some things are the same. I have grown so much in the last 10 years. I have learned to stand up for myself. I have learned to stick to things and see things through. I have learned that I *might* be able to do this on my own, but I CHOOSE to listen to the studies that say community is of utmost importance when choosing a healthier lifestyle and making such big changes in your life and I am so very grateful for my various supportive communities!
Along this journey, I have faced a couple of bumps in the road. I have come face to face with some of my more challenging attitudes. I have set goals and smashed them. I have set goals and let them slip by me but always keeping my eye on the prize, readjusted them and met them at a later date! Three weeks ago, on week 13, I was almost certain I would reach my 10% goal with Weight Watchers. I didn’t. I was 1# off! I was a bit upset, but I figured I would meet it and smash it the next week since it was after my 1/2 marathon! Week 15 had me stepping on the scale to see NO CHANGE!!!! I cried. I really did. I REALLY wanted to reach that 10% goal! Okay..so I had to readjust my expectations. Look at my food logs. Look at my exercise routine. Where can I made adjustments, or do I even need to? What if this is a plateau that lasts forever? That last statement was the beginning of a negative thought process that I thought was going to bring me down!
So, between weeks 15 and 16 I found myself re-evaluating. I found myself questioning. I decided I needed to EAT MORE. I do not think I was getting enough calories for all the workouts I was getting in. I found myself saying, “I can do this alone. I don’t need Weight Watchers.” That was not a good thought or feeling. I decided retail therapy was required. Tracy and I headed to the mall and I did a Hollywood Montage trying on all kinds of spring dresses. Not quite into a size 16 dress (bust size still too big). But I did find this amazing size XL dress that had a zipper in front that I could unzip (with a cami underneath) and the bottom part fit amazingly! I didn’t buy it. I did find a Size 16 in a “stretchy” dress that fit and was fun and flirty. But again, I didn’t buy it. Then the next day, Naomi and I hit the mall. I decided to hit Coldwater Creek and try on regular sized clothes. No 1X’s or 2X’s. No size 18W or 18s. What I found???? I could wear a size 14 pair of jeans, but were just too tight to buy. I DID buy size 16 pair of jeans a size MEDIUM knit flowy amazing summer skirt and 2 t-shirts in size 16/18 and 1X (Dang boobs!). I also went to Layne Bryant to buy new bras because even if they are still too big for regular size clothing, they are shrinking! I bought new bras and matching panties…..panties in size 14/16s!!!!!! YES!!!! Anyway…by the time retail therapy was done, I felt amazing! Like I have said before, it can’t always be about the scale! The scale can be evil! *laugh*
Yesterday…the day before the big Weigh In…. I decided I would eat cleanly. No processed foods. I ended up eating 1 little Aussie Bite for 3 points. But everything else was clean and unprocessed. I drank 4 liters of water. I went for a run in the morning and then at night did 30 minutes of Just Dance 2. I did the best that I could do. I ate well during the week. I hit all my workouts. All I could do now was sleep the night away. And since Weigh In day is my day off, I decided I would sleep in until it was time to get up and head over…….
Week 16….the Weight Watchers Trifecta!!!!!
I stepped on my scale this morning….my scale said TODAY IS THE DAY! I went into the my Weight Watchers office and told my leader, “Today is the day..my home scale said so!” I stepped on the scale and it read 220.4!!!!! I was down 3.4# for the week and a total of 26.2#! Paula (my leader) was just about screaming with excitement. She was pumping her fists and stomping her feet and telling me how proud of me she was! She said, “You have hit the Weight Watchers Trifecta!” Which I already knew!
At 10% loss you receive a key chain. At 25# loss you receive a 25# washer to put on the key chain. At week 16 you receive a clapping hands with the number 16 charm to put on your key chain. Today, I hit ALL THREE!!!!! THE TRIFECTA!!!!
So, yes, today was about the scale, but it was about so much more than that! It is about how far I have come in 10 years. It is about how far I have come in just 16 weeks. I have learned to stand up for myself. I have learned to ask for that “bravo” star to put on my weight loss book. I have learned to muscle through the hard times and to refocus on the positive things to keep me going. I have learned that I am so much more of an athlete than I ever thought I was. I have learned that it’s not about ME….but its about the changes in me that inspires others to be better. It’s about standing up and supporting those who are on their own journeys. It’s about my husband saying he wants to join me in my training runs and run 5K and 1/2 marathon with me. It’s about my 11-year-old daughter asking me if she can go to the gym with me. It’s about my daughter giving me a bear hug and telling me, “Mommy!!! I can put my arms all the way around you!” And today, it was about coming home with the Trifecta of awards and having my family hug me and tell me how proud they are of me! It’s about being the change I want to see in the world!